I have hit a wall. So sick of studying, reading, regurgitating fact after fact after fact ... eleven weeks to go of all this crap and I'm FREE (in the stupid ignorant sense of the word); anything I ever write from then on will be sincere - it will be my OPINION, of things I feel something for, things I hate or think are interesting or beautiful or vulgar or useless or any other thing that I actually THINK applies and I'll never have to bullshit about anything ever ever again! I can read whatever I want and not feel guilty that I should be reading Socrates, the biggest bullshitter of them all! I say this completely discounting the moment I crawl into the "job market" but who the hell is counting that? That is too far away to think about and for christ's sake I've got an essay to write.